Oh midterms - you NEED to be over.

Well, you can't really see, but I'm sitting here in my corset and my long skirt, with my hair tied back running over Monologue lines, that are due tomorrow.
Yes, I do own a corset and having one on I can tell you: No wonder all those women fainted! Coming from me, wearing a corset that doesn't even fully fit me because my waist is to tiny, my hips are to big and my boobs not existent haha. Well yes, I got the smallest one existing and Karen told me where to get it fixed so that it'll fit me properly. But I like it. Except the fact that after an hour it gets a little hard to breath in (I have to wear that thing for 4 hours tomorrow!) But I like it, and then soon everything will be over.
We have Jorgies final shoot on Wednesday, and they moved the birthday back - thank god, it would have been impossible to edit the whole thing within 24 hours, leave alone attending school during that time, so that's good. Everything's well.
I miss my mam. But hey: Christmas is soon and Tuesday Thilo is coming into town, so that's fun!
YEY.
I should definitely work now.
<3

Calmness

I've spent the Weekend in Long beach, best idea ever.
The last weekend of my mam and ant being in California and it was perfect. The calmness of the shoreside of California. I needed that, I really did. Sitting on the seaside, starring at those huge ships, laying at the poolside, trying to tan. Yea, I did work, but its a completely different feeling when you're outside of Hollywood. There's no stress, no constant honking, just plain calmness, plain peace and I love it. I need to do that more often.
Now I'm back in Hollywood and I feel like falling asleep. I will always be a European by heart. The dirt and smog of the city is not my thing. Even though I really belong in NY, but that's different. Nothing's like NY. But for now Long Beach was perfect. Still so much to do and so little time, but at least I had some peace.
I'm gonna miss my mam. But I'll be back in the real Europe by December anyways, not for long, but for a bit at least. Getting some snap shots from the snow haha.
Lots of love
xoxo

November.

Let it be November PLEASE! And on the same breath - don't let October end.
This is been crazy. When it comes to work, I would love it to be November 2nd right now. You don't know how dearly I'm pleading it to be that Wednesday, because then everything is over. Midterms are done, Jorgies birthday video will be shot and I will actually have time to edit and work on the Relationship play. But in November my mam and aunt will be back in Switzerland and that is sad, so I'm kind of on that edge. What to do?! This week is going to be crazy. Tomorrow's the shoot for the video, Wednesday we'll finalize the scene for stage combat, Thursday's the final for our scenes then Friday's the final for Vocal Power and the Monologues, then I'll spend the weekend in Hunington Beach, probably coming home for Saturday night, then Monday stage combat final and then it's done. Midterms are done. Plus somewhen this week I'm meeting with Ms. Hensel for my Relationship Play.
At least I'm having a funny shot list for the shoot tomorrow, oh Vance I love you.



Let's just go day by day, and have fun with it.

5D

I am in love. This thing is just freaking awesome! It's a dream come true for anyone who loves taking pictures and movies. Hah, I could just go on...
Today, I got the first real change to get a real look at my new baby. It deserves to get the full attention, not just something in between things, especially because you really have to figure it out and spend time with it, but it's worth it.
Oh gosh, I don't know what to say. I love it!
I got a tripod for it today, so bring it on, I'm ready.
<3

Our deepest fear

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? Your playing small does not serve the w.orld. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others. - Marianne Williamson

Thank you Alex Billings for everything you've done.
I miss you

Bunbury

Thursday. I can't believe it has gone so fast. Thursday Bunbury will premiere in Lucerne. I know there's still a lot to do and I know that they all have been working their little behinds of, but I don't doubt that it will be phenomenal.
If you're in town for the weekend of the 20 - 22 of October, I advice you to go watch it. A charming musical.
Book your seats:
www.bunbury.ch

Brilliance.

So, I finally managed to watch FIght Club. I should have been doing homework, but my head was more for educating myself in a movie kind of way, then in a writing out Actions kind of way, so I watched Fight Club.
If you watched Fight Club, then you know what I'm talking about.
I have to admit, it took me something to get through the first hour of the movie, but the whole thing is worth it. Some many people have told me about it, otherwise I wouldn't have done it, so I'm here to tell you the same.
Brilliant.

A bitch, a queen, a lesbian, a independent woman and a lunatic.

Good thing about acting? You can be whoever you want to be, as long as you stay truthful within it. And the roles I'm getting are marvelous! So much to do, so much to say and so much to live for. I like this.
But let's not forget the writing and the other things.
Mam is arriving in a week - YEY
till then I'll be a bitch, a queen, a lesbian, a independent woman and a lunatic and whoever else you want me to be.
Take care.

Sickness go AWAY!

I hate being sick. I hate it! I load it! I do.
That was my message of today.
Don't be sick.